Grief

My grief is palpable, it fills up every corner of the room and is pressing on my chest. I can feel it everywhere. It's new grief so it's so overpowering its in everything I touch, everything I taste, everything I look at and every other sense I call upon.

I'm not sure I have much more I can say in this moment. Numbness stopped and the post numb tingles really hurt.

I love you dear friend...Godspeed

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