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A Belated Post

I last blogged about 10 months ago.. and am not sure that there will be enough space here to capture what life has been like the last 10 months.  After losing the baby last fall.. life went on, as it always does.  The Royals went on a historic run to the World Series, and we were there to see all of it. Truman had a blast, and I can only hope that those memories will be long lasting. The games were fun, but as I celebrated each win, I did so with feelings of emptiness and a good amount of guilt.  How could I be cheering, celebrating when just weeks before I had lost so much?  I was terribly conflicted... Work continued, runs continued, but all the while, it felt like there was something missing.  Until Thanksgiving. When we were able to give thanks for the gift that was growing inside of me. The first trip to the doctor was positive.. all the blood work looked good, as did the first few ultrasounds.. we were in business.  The first trimester passed easily, and I felt that I could fin