How to start..
So this blog is clearly not only about my child(as I originally thought it would be), but about life--my experiences, my hopes and fears, my lessons and whatever else comes to mind. It's about moments I want to freeze in time, and as I'll discuss later, moments I wish I could just forget. I've sat down to write this post more than once, and it has ended, more than once, with a blank page and a closed browser. Is it because I'm not ready to write it yet...possibly. It is because I still don't know what to say...entirely. I want to write about the loss of my friend, but I want it to be right. I want to say the right things and feel the right things...but more than anything, I want the message to be right. I don't want it to be filled with anger, which if I wrote it today would probably find its' way into my words. While I don't think my anger is unjustified, it's also not the lasting message I want to present. I am also at a loss abou