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Four letter word

There are a lot of taboo words in society, usually in type they are expressed in the following format: sh&t, f*&k, etc, etc. The word that we don't usually see changed for correctness is the word help. Such a simple 4 letter word, one that is not taboo, but one that is so hard to vocalize. I find myself stricken with the stomach flu, and a day later my sweet boy cannot escape the same fate as me. For 4 days the baby cries and there is nothing I can do to alleviate the pain that he is feeling from the virus that has invaded his body. I'm sleep deprived ( more than normal ), still struggling with eating solid food and home alone as my husband has returned to work. It took a day and a half, but finally I succumbed and asked for help. I called Chris, fighting back tears and he came home from work. And then I called my mom... Why, oh why didn't I do this sooner? Why did I think I had to do this all by myself? Why did I think that asking for help made me less o